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June 2026

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A philosophy of depression

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This note reflects on Justin Garson’s APA blog article arguing that the chemical imbalance model of depression is outdated and harmful, promoting instead a view of depression as a functional signal. The author relates this to personal experience with overtraining syndrome and an SNRI that dulls highs and lows without addressing underlying causes. Garson’s philosophical framing emphasizes depression as a call to action, redefining selfhood, agency, and the good life.

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Can LLMs invent a "private language"?

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Anthropic observed Claude Fable 5 and Mythos 5 models sometimes using invented jargon, unusual punctuation, and emojis during long reinforcement-learning rollouts, then switching back to normal language when responding to humans. The note argues this is more like compression than a true private language, referencing Wittgenstein's argument against private languages for humans and cautioning that conspiracy theorists may misinterpret the behavior.

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Stream v1.0.0

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Stream v1.0.0 is the author's RSS reader, featuring a Nord colour scheme, aging item fading inspired by Current, AI suggestions, and a fast reading experience. It is available for self-hosting or via the author's instance.

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European urban birds flee approaching women sooner than approaching men

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European urban birds flee about 1 meter sooner when approached by women than by men, a pattern consistent across multiple cities. The cause of this difference is unknown, and it contradicts the expectation that birds would perceive men as more threatening due to historical hunting roles.

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On the power of 'nutraceuticals'

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A meta-review found that several nutraceuticals (omega-3s, SAMe, curcumin, saffron) either enhanced the effects of antidepressants or performed better than antidepressants alone for adult depression, with side-effect rates similar to placebo. The review highlighted that adjunctive use of these supplements often provided superior efficacy compared to either treatment alone.

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Comments enabled!

I've enabled comments here on Substrate. Given that I haven't told many people this space exists – and the dearth of comments I've received in the last decade – I'm not expecting much. But that's not to say I don't want and encourage them!

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Responsible by Design

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The Open University’s Responsible by Design framework (v2) addresses ethical challenges of generative AI in education through six pillars: Bias, Sustainability, Exploitation, Access and Equity, Transparency, and Opting Out. It provides reflective prompts and actionable solutions to help educators make informed, responsible AI choices. The note expresses skepticism about whether the framework will have significant practical impact.

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On 'stability'

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Dave Gray argues that having a job only feels stable but is in fact one of the least stable arrangements. The note agrees, pointing out that the risk of self-employment is visible, while the risk of a job is hidden.

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Tacit knowlede and domain expertise in a world of LLMs

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LLMs require tacit knowledge and domain expertise to produce useful results, as domain experts can verify correctness even if they can't code, while generalist engineers can build but lack the "ground truth" to judge domain-specific outputs. The binding constraint has shifted from building to verifying what is correct.

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Terminus theme

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Terminus is a dark retro theme for the Zola static site generator, hosted on GitHub by ebkalderon. The note points to the repository and its inclusion in an Are.na collection focused on a field station aesthetic.

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On 'dopamine fracking'

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The note explores the concept of "dopamine fracking" as a metaphor for online culture that prioritizes addictive dopamine hits over complexity, nuance, and beauty. The author describes how this leads to homogenized, commodified culture and shares their personal practice of reducing such stimuli by deleting channels, uninstalling apps, and setting boundaries.

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AI and corporate profits

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The note argues that AI agents may reduce corporate profits by eliminating inefficiencies that companies currently exploit, such as customer inertia and lack of optimization. However, it counters that human irrationality and stock market behavior make this outcome uncertain, as seen in past recoveries from tech stock crashes.

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Bo Burnham is a genius

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The note describes Bo Burnham's work as a genius mix of comedy, storytelling, revelation, and music, comparing a new video favorably to his pandemic-era special Inside. The author was impressed by Burnham's creativity in both pieces.

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Just get it written

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The author reflects on using mindmaps for past projects and estimates their zine will be about 6,800 words. They decide to follow Warren Ellis's advice to create a deliberately bad first draft to stop overthinking.

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On "mattering" in a philosophical sense

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Rebecca Newberger Goldstein defines mattering as being deserving of attention, particularly self-attention, which makes humans normative, value-seeking creatures. She proposes four empirical categories of "mattering projects": socializers, transcenders, heroic strivers, and competitive matterers. Goldstein closes with the normative claim that the very desire to matter demonstrates that we already do, so any project based on denying others' worth is mistaken.

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The emotional aspect of burnout

Ky Decker has written a really interesting post about quitting his tech job. Yes, the proximal cause is AI, but once you get past that, there some interesting points on productive friction, values, and burnout.

No matter how rapidly technology changes, I am coalescing around some core beliefs:

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How to make a living

Jason Zweig's father was a smart guy:

There are three ways to make a living:

  1. Lie to people who want to be lied to, and you’ll get rich.

  2. Tell the truth to those who want the truth, and you’ll make a living.

  3. Tell the truth to those who want to be lied to, and you’ll go broke.

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