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September 2026 2 notes

notes updated 10 min read

INTERNET OPERATOR: metonymy, icons, and idolatory

AI summary

Doug discusses Jay Springett's zine, INTERNET OPERATOR, which explores the concept of identity and how it is co-created with an audience. Jay argues that identity can be understood through the equation Figure + Operator + Audience + Apparatus = The animation of an identity, and that this applies to both human and non-human entities, such as AI personas. Doug reflects on the implications of this idea, including the relationship between our online and offline selves, and the tension between authenticity and the curated personas we present online.

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notes updated 2 min read

Living an NPC life

AI summary

Doug discusses the concept of living an NPC life, where one gives up their autonomy to become a side character in someone else's story. This idea is explored in an article by signalundefied, which Doug references. The article challenges the notion that being an NPC is necessarily a negative experience, offering an alternative perspective.

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July 2026 1 note

reflections updated 1 min read

Forty-five

It's a bit of a coincidence that the main protagonist in both the last book I read and the current book I'm reading are both the same age as me. Our Man in Havana by Graham Greene was absolutely fantastic, and I'm enjoying the modern James Bond novel Solo by William Boyd so far.

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June 2026 3 notes

ideas updated 1 min read

Reading things that are relevant to the facts of your life is of limited value

Reading things that are relevant to the facts of your life is of limited value. The facts are, after all, only the facts, and the yearning passionate part of you will not be met there. That is why reading ourselves as a fiction as well as fact is so liberating. The wider we read the freer we become.

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notes updated 2 min read

Precorporation: the pre-emptive formatting and shaping of desires, aspirations and hops by capitalist culture

AI summary

Precorporation is Mark Fisher's term for how capitalist culture pre-emptively formats and shapes our desires, aspirations, and hopes. The note argues that consumer products offer aesthetics as substitutes for genuine self-change, allowing people to signal nonconformity through purchases rather than challenge the system. It warns that buying a "new self" through objects cannot replace emotional or lifestyle changes.

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ideas updated 2 min read

Is my subconscious trying to tell me something?

AI summary

The author recounts a disturbing dream about missing a flight, having the wrong passport, and finding his websites subtly altered, interpreting it as a possible message from his subconscious. He includes an AI analysis linking the dream to themes of professional identity, authenticity, and feeling off-track.

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