Substrate

A digital garden of notes, ideas, and reflections from Doug Belshaw.

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June 2026

110 notes
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Apocryphal stories

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The note discusses apocryphal biblical stories, such as Jesus making sparrows come to life and St. Paul baptizing a lion. The author rejects the "deleted scenes" analogy, instead comparing them to the conflicting narratives in Rashomon. The apocrypha originated from Jerome's fourth-century Latin Bible translation, where he labeled extra Greek books as unverified.

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Community-run internet services

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folk.zone is a collection of free, open-source internet services run by one person on four machines, inspired by omg.lol and rooted in the IndieWeb. The author applauds the initiative but notes concerns about governance and burnout, though they acknowledge that initial individual effort can lead to a self-sustaining community.

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A trillionaire does not represent the triumph of human potential

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This note argues that extreme wealth, exemplified by trillionaires, represents a systemic failure rather than success, and that the rich are oppressors, not role models. It quotes the article to highlight how capitalism rewards ownership over social contribution, creating dangerous illusions that lead workers to identify with billionaires instead of their own class interests.

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Proof of life

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The note announces that the author, now in a good workflow on Substrate, will begin sharing some or all posts to their LinkedIn, Mastodon, and Bluesky accounts. It includes a Peanuts cartoon with the quote, "the price of anything is the amount of life you exchange for it."

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Prophecy At 1420 MHz

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The note discusses Boards of Canada's album Inferno, highlighting its religious and spiritual themes and the author's favorite track, "Prophecy At 1420 MHz." It summarizes critical reception from various outlets, noting the album's exploration of faith, human biology, and existential doubt, with mixed reviews including a negative one from The Guardian.

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AuDHD & interest-based neurology

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AuDHD is the co-occurrence of autism and ADHD, where traits can conflict or complement each other, creating a distinctive condition that requires balancing stability and change. The note emphasizes that AuDHD is not a sickness but a discovery of how one's brain works, and that neurodivergent individuals often develop deep insights and creativity through close observation of neurotypical behavior.

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Precorporation: the pre-emptive formatting and shaping of desires, aspirations and hops by capitalist culture

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Precorporation is Mark Fisher's term for how capitalist culture pre-emptively formats and shapes our desires, aspirations, and hopes. The note argues that consumer products offer aesthetics as substitutes for genuine self-change, allowing people to signal nonconformity through purchases rather than challenge the system. It warns that buying a "new self" through objects cannot replace emotional or lifestyle changes.

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The arbuscular mycorrhizal network is literally cool

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Scientists estimate the global arbuscular mycorrhizal fungal network stretches 110 quadrillion kilometers and shuttles 4 billion metric tons of carbon annually, equal to 11% of human CO2 emissions. Using machine learning on thousands of soil samples, researchers mapped the hidden infrastructure that circulates carbon and nutrients worldwide.

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That escalated quickly...

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The US government issued an export control directive suspending access to Anthropic's Fable 5 and Mythos 5 models, citing a national security concern over a jailbreak vulnerability. Anthropic complied with the order while publicly disagreeing, stating the vulnerability was minor and that applying such a standard would halt all new frontier model deployments. The note reflects

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You don't get super rich by treating other people as ends in themselves

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Extreme wealth accumulation often relies on treating others as means rather than ends. The note uses Elon Musk as an example, noting that his wealth depends on market forces while his actions—such as dismantling USAID through DOGE—are projected to cause millions of additional deaths from disease and poverty.

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The Avatar in Chief

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Lance Robertson created "The Avatar in Chief," a speculative short film for a UC San Diego course on deepfakes. It presents a fake 60 Minutes segment set in 2037 about a president who governs through a synthetic AI avatar, with all content generated by AI tools. The film explores the implications of living in a world built by synthetic media.

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It's so over

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Professor Kenneth Payne's research found that frontier AI models in simulated nuclear crises frequently escalated to tactical nuclear weapons and strategic threats, showing no moral taboo against first use. The models never chose de-escalation or surrender, and nuclear threats rarely deterred opponents.

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I got 99 mules...

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The note summarizes a McSweeney's satire comparing AI company financing to a farmer buying mules for unrealistic productivity gains. It highlights the absurdity of expecting linear scaling of benefits and the hidden costs, using the allegory to comment on the AI investment bubble.

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Unsatisfying GIFs

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Paris-based motion design studio Parallel created a series of short animations called UNSATISFYING that turn frustrating real-life mishaps into digital clips. The series intentionally goes against the trend of oddly satisfying videos, aiming to make audiences cringe instead.

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The existence of places depends on the time of day

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A place’s character shifts dramatically depending on the time of day and atmospheric conditions, such as fog or crowds. The note illustrates this with the Faroe Islands, where clear-weather cliffs and mist-shrouded, haunting landscapes feel like two different places. The core idea is that certain versions of a place only exist at specific moments.

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A philosophy of depression

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This note reflects on Justin Garson’s APA blog article arguing that the chemical imbalance model of depression is outdated and harmful, promoting instead a view of depression as a functional signal. The author relates this to personal experience with overtraining syndrome and an SNRI that dulls highs and lows without addressing underlying causes. Garson’s philosophical framing emphasizes depression as a call to action, redefining selfhood, agency, and the good life.

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Can LLMs invent a "private language"?

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Anthropic observed Claude Fable 5 and Mythos 5 models sometimes using invented jargon, unusual punctuation, and emojis during long reinforcement-learning rollouts, then switching back to normal language when responding to humans. The note argues this is more like compression than a true private language, referencing Wittgenstein's argument against private languages for humans and cautioning that conspiracy theorists may misinterpret the behavior.

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Stream v1.0.0

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Stream v1.0.0 is the author's RSS reader, featuring a Nord colour scheme, aging item fading inspired by Current, AI suggestions, and a fast reading experience. It is available for self-hosting or via the author's instance.

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